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Brothers, It's just that I’m peeing right now And after I finish peeing I feel like there are still a couple of drops Then I have to go pee again But when I do, I can hardly get a few drops out But if I don’t pee I still feel like I have to go What’s going on?

Brothers I'm feeling down These past few days my heart Feels like it's blocked by a big stone The discomfort started yesterday One reason is the market No need to elaborate on that The other reason comes from my wife A couple of days ago she said she wanted to attend a class reunion What's impressive is It's not a middle school reunion Not a college reunion It's her elementary school reunion Why not a college reunion? Why not a high school reunion? Because my wife graduated from middle school Then I asked her how many people would be there She said 10 guys and 2 girls (including her) Sigh I think over the years She has been at home taking care of the kids, doing housework Basically isolated from the world No entertainment at all My wife was born in 1990 She's 4 years younger than me But after our third child was born Her hair has turned white at the front She doesn't sleep well every day She looks much older I feel heartbroken I'm a typical steel man I can't say things like "I love you" or comfort her I can't express my concern She often complains that I don't care about her, etc. But our relationship has always been very stable and good I'm a typical Eastern patriarch But honestly I've known her since she was 16 We've been through a lot together I must love her Love this family I don't have many friends outside Just one close friend, Chaozai And two others I don't interact with much I can count them on one hand I really do put my family first Even though I don't want her to go I think Let her relax this once Many of her elementary school classmates are from her village But I don't know any of them Not a single one Then yesterday she went Said dinner was at 5 Then my mother-in-law came to take care of the kids I stayed at the office until after 8 before I called her She was still eating Later around 8 I went home And didn't call her again Mainly thinking that after all these years, let her have this one way to relax Don't disturb her So I didn't call her again Later my mother-in-law called her twice She was still eating Then our third child fell asleep My mother-in-law left It was already 11 Just a few minutes after my mother-in-law left, our third child suddenly woke up But she was quite obedient Didn't cry I held her for a bit and she fell asleep again When I was holding our third child around 11 I started feeling down Then I didn't call her Thinking I would call at midnight I only called her once around 8 Said a few simple things I didn't show that I was unhappy Because this kind of thing Isn't about orders Isn't about urging It's completely about self-awareness As a result, she came back around 11:30 I don't know if my mother-in-law went to find her or if she came back on her own I didn't ask When she came back, she reeked of alcohol Saw me smiling and said she got drunk Then wanted to kiss me or something I didn't show that I was angry Actually, I was more sad than angry I said let's go to sleep Later she came to my room again (we've been living separately for over 10 years, since we had kids, I've gotten used to it) Asked why I wasn't asleep yet I said you go to sleep She might have drunk too much Was probably tired So she went back to her room to sleep Then this morning I usually wake up around 10:30 or 11 But today I got up at 9:30 Washed my face and hair Came to the office Didn't talk to her And felt down all day Until now we haven't contacted each other She hasn't contacted me I haven't contacted her What makes me feel down First, I don't oppose class reunions But what's there to gather about elementary school classmates? I really didn't want her to go That being said She only graduated from middle school She doesn't have college classmates Elementary school classmates might be from the same village I can barely understand that And even though I was unhappy the whole time I didn't oppose it And there are 10 guys and 2 girls That sounds exaggerated The most important point Actually, the point that makes me feel the worst If she had come back by 10:30 I wouldn't be feeling sad But she came back at 11:30 And it was after my mother-in-law called her twice Then my mother-in-law left at 11 I don't know if she came back because my mother-in-law went to find her This timing really makes me sad Even if she has been taking care of the kids for years Occasionally letting loose Coming back at 11:30 is too much Of course, I didn't call her in between I would definitely have overthought things In this world In this society It's not easy for two people to stay the same and grow old together My wife is still a virtuous wife and good mother, just taking care of the kids If she were working And so many men in society Superiors Colleagues Company gatherings All sorts of things I would be even more worried This matter makes me particularly uncomfortable Although I have had my share of bad behavior before and after marriage I have said In the past, I was the most lustful But to be fair Even so I am a very responsible man And I basically belong to the state of a wayward son returning home I haven't looked for another woman for over a year now I'll leave it at that (This part may not sound right, but it's the truth, I have to say, to be fair, let's speak the truth) Back to my wife Her attending this class reunion Coming back at 11:30 Really makes me feel blocked inside Although it can't be called betrayal or anything serious But the fact is I really don't know what happened in between until she came back at 11:30 I can't help but overthink That's also one of the points that makes me feel down Although I trust her But that kind of overthinking Just thinking about it makes me uncomfortable I feel that in her heart She still doesn't value and care for this family For the kids For me If she valued this family Valued my feelings First, she would restrain herself from attending this so-called class reunion Even if she went I said the latest she should come back by 10:30 I wouldn't feel sad I wouldn't have any objections After all, I didn't oppose her Originally, I thought she would eat at 5 And could come back around 8:30 or 9:30 But She came back at 11:30 I really feel down Before, whether it was debt Online loans Or losing money I never felt this down I always thought my family was at least happy But today I really feel down Alright I'll stop rambling here People say family troubles shouldn't be aired But This X Is pretty good I don't care about these things I treat it as a place to vent Let you brothers have a laugh These heartfelt words Just say them out Let you have a bit of fun I've said it And it feels a bit better in my heart It's really not easy for men It's even harder for a 40-year-old man It's even harder for a 40-year-old man trading cryptocurrency It's even harder for a 40-year-old man trading cryptocurrency When the coins keep dropping and there's no hope in sight.